I started my Trauma Stabilisation course today or how to stop being so broken. The question of the hour? How? One session in and i already woke up with a horrendous nightmare but it was after that was worse, i couldnt find mum, i needed to know mum was safe, i dont know why, i… Continue reading Turn Back Time…
Ive been on the phone to tax credits. I may or may not owe £700 in over payments, they said they will know next april. I broke down. Mums not helping, "beck its fine we'll sort it out" "dont worry about it". Those are the worst things you can say to an anxiety sufferer. I… Continue reading Fight Song
Its been a while i know. Ive been struggling and been putting off writing because i have so many demons chasing me i didnt wqnt to relive it. But im already living it so i may as well write it. Ive been having panic attacks. When i lie in bed, i relive these memories, its… Continue reading The Darkest Hour…..
I have been so busy. Lets start with the biggest issue. Big sis is ill. I mean really ill. She had a bad ear so on The Wednesday she went to the doctors and they told her she had a massive boil in her ear. Then on Thurs about 3am she woke up and her… Continue reading Devils Child….
For my final year doing my art degree i used my mental health as my inspiration. These are some of my work
I was diagnosed with panic disorder and mild depression. Then add in self harmer and restless leg syndrome. I didnt sleep properly for months. I was finally sent to a psychiatrist because i was on suicide watch by my family. I was misdiagnosed and on the wrong medication. I was told i had severe anxiety… Continue reading Crazy Bitch