I feel like a broken record. Another bad day, another bad day, another bad day. I had my meeting with the police yesterday. There is nothing they can or will do. The DC or DI, whatever he is, said he agrees with the decision that was made if not the reasoning. I asked him could… Continue reading Back to Basics ❌… Back to Beck…
Fuck Tha Police…
Im been having a really shit few days. The ex bail is due up tomorrow and im terrified. The officer phoned me on Sunday and told me they wont be going further in the investigation because Lucifers phone did not show any calls and it would be TOO EXPENSIVE for the next stage. I asked… Continue reading Fuck Tha Police…
Another one Bites the Dust……
No update from the police. Ive spoken to a ex policeman in work and hes given me advice, he reckons they should have done something now. Im really worried he will get found not guilty. But i cant give up this court case because he will keep ruining my life. Hes a weasel. He believes… Continue reading Another one Bites the Dust……
I Will Survive….
Im frustrated. I phoned the police to be updated on the case and they said the officer was meant to call me but had no word from him. I asked when his bail is up and they said court is 15th march. WAIT WHAT? Court. Im not sure if that was me or his ex.… Continue reading I Will Survive….
Let it Snow…
Been a stressful few days. Its currently snowing and has been snowdays. Except the boss was really sharp today with mum (manager of a social club, boss is the paid member of club who deals with finance). She text him at 11 asking if we were opening at 1. He replied at quarter past 12.… Continue reading Let it Snow…
Kiss Me…
I decided to post my blog on my facebook account, i wanted people to know that domestic violence can happen to anyone and it was the next step to healing. I didnt want to be ashamed of what ive been through and by putting it out there i am showing no more fear. My sister… Continue reading Kiss Me…
Diamonds are Forever…
So i started my etsy shop a few years ago. I was in a really bad place with my mental health, i was self harmer every night. My mum would bandage my arms up so i wouldnt scratch myself but it hardly worked. My arms and legs are still covered in scars. Mum would patiently… Continue reading Diamonds are Forever…
The Climb…
Im struggling abit today. I woke up early and my hands are shaking. Thats never a good sign. I think im just frustrated at not knowing what is happening. I phoned the police on Monday and my case has changed officers and they said that the new officer would call me but ive not heard… Continue reading The Climb…
The Bestie
Ive briefly mentioned her but it doesnt do her justice so heres some more info. History: My sis boyfriend (now husband) is friends with my 30 seconds one night stand. My sis was having a party and 30 secs and his baby mama were guna be there, i didnt speak to her because i felt… Continue reading The Bestie
Folsom Prison Blues…
So i havent posted for a few days because ive had so much going on. I phoned the police about Lucifer calling me because he breached his pin. They phoned me back on Friday and were like we have him in custody can you come in and make a statement. SHUT THE FRONT DOOR. Was… Continue reading Folsom Prison Blues…
